Poetry

Witches and Angels

There are doctor witches and green angels
they're speaking of a game;
you have to pretend like pills and injections are not bad for you;
they're speaking of a game;
you have to pretend like nothing's changed or wrong;
they're speaking of a game;
you have to pretend like you're not different

Soul

Your soul remains after death, word up.
Your soul shall live until God desires it to live, word up.
Life is a quest for your soul, word up.
So try hard not to lose it!

Burning sulfur

Be careful of the burning sulfur;
for it is not only for the cowardly and the wicked,
they may give it to you should you not show love and repent properly;
Be careful of the burning sulfur;
for it may ruin your life in a glimpse of a second,
just take the pill and you're done.
Be careful of the burning sulfur;
for it will ruin your lifetime for sure.

Resurrection

Blessed and holy are those who are part of the first resurrection;
the first resurrection occurs after a plant's consumption;
the first resurrection is maintained with some lost sleep;
the first resurrection involves priests of God for thousands of years;

The Bible

The Bible involves prophecies, son.
The Bible involves instructions before leaving the Earth, son.
You leave the Earth by smoking weed, son.
Those prophecies are true, son.
The beast, the false prophet, the Devil and all figures there are real persons, son.
There is such a thing known as destiny, son.

Universal salvation

Do you believe that evil will be annihilated?
Or do you believe that evil will be eternally tormented?
Or do you believe that evil will be cured and everybody will be saved>
Well, whatever the outcome God has in mind I hope He saves all;
for I am cursed as a wicked person with no substantial guilt.

Book of Life
Weed rocketship apprentice,
weed gives you three chances:
father, Son and Holy Spirit;
Weed rocketship apprentice,
be careful because the holy spirit can be cut off by the burning sulfur pill,
weed rocketship apprentice,
 if you fuck the holy spirit you will be blotted out of the book of life;
Weed rocketship apprentice,
do you know what that means? Your life no more, to be deceased forever and ever?

Care
The government knows and does not care,
the witches know and do not care,
should they end a lifetime,
should they send a person to the lake of fire,
should they end the happiness of one man

Mysterious world
Better believe the world is mysterious;
for there are people with whom God talks,
for there are people who have extraordinary powers,
for there are pills which help you at one point and hurt you at another,
the pills help you when your rocket is halfway launched and the pills harm you when the rocket is in space.

Lake of fire
The lake of fire is for those died of the second death;
those died of the second death are those who took the burning sulfur pill;
those who took the burning sulfur pill are those who went to space;
those who went to space are those who smoked weed.


Lake of burning sulfur
It's just another day in the lake of burning sulfur;
I pray for a miracle but I doubt it is coming;
I wanna see better days and I pray to the Lord;
Today is better than yesterday so maybe I might get lucky, I pray
It's just another day in the lake of burning sulfur;
P.S: The lake of the burning sulfur is a little green pill given by the witches

The World
The World is a simulation;
The life is a test;
Fail and disappear,
Be good and witness eternal life;
The world is God's experiment;
Read your Bible,
stay a good soldier


Elevator
The vision may show bad things, remember that.
They are not definitive, remember that.
The elevator has three steps, remember that.
First step to heaven, don’t sleep or medicate, remember that.
Second step to Satan, remember that.
Third step to Hell, remember that.
You don’t have to die to go to heaven, that’s the lies of a reverend, remember that.

World is cursed

This world is cursed,
They murdered me and my soul,
Still nobody cares.
Education is a joke,
They feed useless information and stray away from the holy texts,
They keep you away from the truth – that you’re chosen,
Chosen to determine your destiny in this lifetime, the destiny of your soul,
Don’t suicide, stick to the scriptures, the rules, and ya’ll be alright,
But if you don’t, it’s only natural to expect some trouble.
This world is cursed,
For they make decisions on people’s lifetimes without no emotion,
They don’t care what happens to you and they hide the truth through false knowledge,
So get your wisdom up, cuz’ this world is cursed.
We need love, not lies and deception,
This world is cursed.

Solitude
I am looking for countryside solitude,
Was I wrong, for wanting to live in seclusion,
I am sure I wasn’t, people only let you down,
Your own parents can murder you,
They can take you to hell and smile at your problems,
I am looking for countryside solitude.

Visions


I am cursed for I am having visions,
2 seconds until the ambulance,
2 seconds until the jail,
The rose dies in the jail,
People being untrue to me all this time,
Enemies laughing at my face like ‘Wassup, dog’,
Yet this is life,
A never-ending cycle of ups and downs until it finally ends.

Life’s not fair
You should know that life’s not fair,
One moment you’re okay, in the next it cuts off your air supply,
The sedative that the doctor gave you keeps you in place,
And people get angry that you can’t get work done,
And blame you for the problems they put on your head,
You should know that life’s not fair,
One moment you’re doing fine, then the next moment the poison makes you hop in for one last ride,
And some people still don’t get what I mean,
You should know that life’s not fair,
But you should educate yourself, learn the truth in this world of misinformation,
Put your faith in God, the Bible’s commandments and you will see a light in every dark tunnel.

God, save me
God, please, save me,
Let me rest in peace sooner,
Let me die sooner,
I don’t wanna be in this wicked world no more,
God, please, save me,
Let my time finish sooner than what’s in my dreams,
I don’t wanna be in this wicked world no more,
God, please, save me,
Let me be in the hospital’s bed sooner than in my dreams,
God, have mercy on me.

Freak
They turned me into a freak;
Besides having an untreated asthma,
I am a junk food junkie with no stamina;
I can’t even take a long walk like I want,
My brain is with the capacity of a zombie,
And it’s all thanks to the “cool” medicine of the 21st century.
I’ve been through hell and went back to hell for good.
And the worst part is that Imma end up screaming from pain, in some fucked up jail
They turned me into a freak.

heart attack
Oh, God, you no longer talk to me, for I have failed you,
should I die from a heart attack today I wish I would be going to a happier place but I doubt it,
I beg for your mercy, God, the creator of all that is good and all that is bad,
take it easy on my sinful soul.


Aliens
They search for life in space,
Yet they got to know they’ll find it if God wants us to find life in space,
When God desires to create life in space and let us know,
They don’t know how the pyramids are built,
They don’t know how some ancient civilizations developed,
They speak of aliens,
Yet they don’t see that weed is the alien plant,
From weed do prophets come,
From weed do rappers come,
From schizophrenic injections do rappers die
From weed do souls die.

Highway to hell
I am on a highway to hell,
Sometimes I wish I could reverse this,
A simple action like telling my father to fuck off with going to the doctor,
Or not smoking a joint out of nowhere,
Or never meeting that wicked girl,
Or like listening to them about taking the meds and finishing them in time before my final destination
I am on a highway to hell,
Or a little help from someone – 
Like my brother telling my parents what those meds will do to me,
Or someone saying something of help to me, 
Giving a helping hand,
But there’s beauty in bleeding from your mouth, at least you feel something,
At least my parents will know that – 
I am on a highway to hell,
My path’s been chosen – 
I am on a highway to hell.

Breathe
I am mixing coke with cigarettes,
It feels good, I have to admit,
If only I could breathe again,
I am lying in bed, all relaxed up,
If only I could breathe again,
I am drinking coffee and watching the beauty of the nature,
If only I could breathe again.
Life’s a miracle
It’s true that life’s a game, that we are machines created by a higher intelligence,
But it’s so beautiful, so real and rich in experiences.
It’s a miracle,
It’s true that life’s a game, that we are machines created by a higher intelligence,
But it’s filled with wonders, the miracle of living is to just live and let live
It’s a miracle

Fairytale
Not every fairytale has a good ending,
Yet it’s not the ending that is important but what’s between the start and the end,
Not every fairytale has a good ending,
That doesn’t mean that we have to stop trying or do nothing at all,
Not every fairytale has a good ending,
That doesn’t mean we have to just let go and surrender.

Only the strong survive
Only the strong survive;
Love is a weakness inna Babylon;
Only the strong survive;
Love is a weakness when there’s no understanding;
Only the strong survive;
Love is a weakness when Babylon hides the truth
Only the strong survive;
Love is as much as a strength as it is a weakness

I see weed
The fastest man alive; I see weed.
The strongest men alive; I see weed.
The smartest men alive; I see weed.
The ruler of the world; I see weed.
The media; I see lies.
The Basic Instructions Before Leaving Earth: I see truth.
 

A Positive day
It's a positive day,
knowing that I have a harsh verdict,
I live with peace,
work, consume, smile and give,
when life gives you lemons and takes them back,
work, consume, smile and give.
It was a positive day.

Feed the crew
I guess I couldn't be real,
I had to feed the crew,
today I dreamt the one that shot me laughing at my face,
I dreamt my love that I abandoned but I did not understand then,
and I was not fully recovered,
I tried to reach her afterwards but she did not respond,
I guess I couldn't be real,
I had to feed the crew,
though all mistakes were completely mine and God gave me a lot of chances,
after the needle I was in the countryside,
but no, cold I was, had to go the electricity. Damn it, I say.
I guess I couldn't be real,
I had to feed the crew.


The Game
the game is so confusing if you're not ready,
one moment you take the needle and you're okay,
the next moment the needle kiills you,
if you have a vision,
stay away from the needle,
if you take the needle,
stay away from electricity,
if you can,
stay away from weed.
That's the game when you're with the dark side.
When you have a vision,
stay away from sleep,
that's the game in the bright side,
if you can,
stay away from weed,
as you only get one chance to blow.
That's the game.

Another letter to my mother
Dear mama,
I hope by now you have understood what exactly has happened with me,
how the sword in the form of a needle and pills has killed me with a headshot,
stay strong and know that I need a drug overdose to make it out alive.
I love(d) you.


Cursed
Oh, mother, I thought I find the truth,
thousand lies deceived me through time,
thousand mistakes separated me from happiness,
it turns out I am cursed, mother,
there's no hope for me,
but there's hope for you, father and brother,
stay strong and positive, I love you,

Mistakes
I am sorry that I failed you, God
mistakes, everybody makes them,
I am sorry that I failed you, God,
big mistakes I made in my life,
I am sorry that I failed you, God,
dreadful mistakes I made in my life,
I failed at the crossroads,
God bless the dead.


Life's your chance to create
Life's your chance to create,
every little action has a reaction,
every little deed may make a drastic change in your timeline,
every little socialization may change your timeline,
every little activity can change your timeline,
every little person can change your timeline,
so go on and build your timeline.


Evil in the world
There is a lot of evil in the world, that I can't deny,
evil was done to me, that I can't deny,
both through actions and subliminal messages, that I can't deny,
but God is good, that I can't deny,
I acted wrong, that I can't deny,
but I know that everybody will get what he deserves, that I can't deny
so I know God will give to my enemies what they deserve too, that I can't deny
I am sorry that I failed you, God, may I rest in peace.

Salvation
May the next generation fix this cursed world,
I won't be living a high age,
I won't be having children,
I won't be having a family,
I won't have a life,
I shed so many tears, God,
yet I am looking forward with a smile for my own salvation from this cursed world,
I never got to see my dreams realized,
I never got to find the girl of my dreams,
I never got to have a baby,
I shed so many tears, God,
I am looking forward to your salvation.



Younger
This world is cursed and I hope the younger can open their eyes;
lies in the media,
distractions on the television,
distractions in the social world,
lies in the machine,
open your eyes for God, the Bible and the beauty of the world,
read it properly,
life's the most beautiful gift ever,
God created the most complicated game ever,
so complicated we can't even understand it, yet we do not have to.
This world is cursed and I hope the younger can open their eyes;
they make judgments on people's lives with no regret,
making decisions on people's lives with no hesitation,
they ruin lifetimes with a smile on the face,
wicked people trying to pull you back to the dirt,

open your eyes and escape this cursed world,
live in peace and harmony, follow the rules and you'll find happiness.


Only human
Forgive me Lord, for I have failed you,
I am only human, after all, I make tons of mistakes, after all.
Please, don't blame me, for everybody makes mistakes,
some make extraordinary mistakes in seconds,
please, don't blame me,
I never wished for this to happen.
Forgive me Lord, for I have failed you.
I am only human, after all.


Letter to my mother
Mother, if you read this,
I am either dead or in jail,
my enemies won and my soul died,
just remember that after every darker morning comes a bright day,
put your faith in God and know that one day all you'll know is happiness,
the pain will go away, even if not in this life,
stay alive,
stay alive,
my enemies won and my soul died,
they can't stop the time and happiness will come to you, if you stay strong,
one day all the pain will be washed away.
P.S: I love you, my brother loves you, we all love you, stay alive.


God resurrect me
God, I am begging you now,
do not let my soul stay in eternal damnation,
I need a light of hope,
God, I am begging you now,
give me a light of hope,
I never meant to sin so badly,
God, I am begging you now,
resurrect me one day.


Mythical
Believe in the mythical;
that there are creatures who do not sleep and possess great power from Satan;
that there are powerful, long-living  creatures blessed by God;
that there are creatures cursed to lose their soul in suffering;
that there is a God who watches over us


Top
I was at the top; now I am in the basement;
how strange life is; one second and you are a nuisance
how strange life is; one second and everything changes
how strange life is; one second and it all ends
how strange life is; one second and you're in hell
how strange life is; one second and all you see is pain
how strange life is; one second and you are a hate joke
how strange life is; killed by my parents yet the fault is аll mine

Game over
My game is over; yet I am still alive to keep on suffering
my days are gone; yet I am still conscious to see even more pain
my youth is gone; yet I am still looking young
my game is over; God, please end this quicker.


Devils
who could have known,
I dreamt that devils hide near the schools, mother,
who could have known,
that we could have had it all.



We could have had it all
Mother, we could have had it all,
I could have been the one to take you from you work,
I could have been the one to keep you safe,
I could have been the one to keep you awake at night,
I could have been the one to make you smile,
but me and you, we ruined it all, mother


Two stops from hell
Weedy, weedy,
one day you will be on crossroads,
remember, there are two stops to hell,
weedy, weedy,
the medicine after newbirth is the last train,
so hop in before it's too late.

To my mother
Mother, if you read this,
I may or may not be with you,
shed no tear,
but know that I am in eternal debt to you,
for you are an angel, mother,
shed no tear,
remember me and may I live in your memories,
good as I was in your mind, mother,
shed no tear,
God will be with you, help you stay alive through the trouble,
be strong and survive, mother.
shed no tear.


I died
I died; but what is one man for the greater plan,
what is one man for the greater good,
I died; someone will replace me,
and people will forget me;
I died; but what is one man in the universe of 7 billion.

Virus
I had a virus, oh God,
hate songs, a song telling me that I die whenever someone says that I should die,
I was convinced that the way to save myself,

the way to save myself is to convince them that the medication is killing me,
I had a virus, oh God,
a small girl wasting crucial time,
and they didn't even allow me to run away when I saw no other way, oh God.

Life is a mystery
Life is a mystery for
it's a game and we are just highly sophisticated computer programs,
life is a mystery for
we have free will to create it the way we want or not
life is a mystery for
you can make a change any day, any time
life is a mystery for
it's a blissful trip that you need to enjoy while it lasts,
no matter the tribulations



Love
Love will the save the world one day,
I have fallen but I know,
love will save the world one day,
I may not be there to witness it but I know,
love will save the world one day.


Destiny
My destiny is hell for I have sinned,
forgive me Lord but I did not honor my parents properly,
my destiny is hell for I have sinned,
forgive me Lord but I consumed of the tree of knowledge,
my destiny is hell for I have sinned,
forgive me Lord but I could not rejoin with my love,
forgive me Lord but my brain will dry rot.


God is watching
God is watching, He is always watching,
live your life honoring God,
be a good child for
God is watching, He is always watching,
honor him with your deeds and don't worry about death,
remember that the soul is eternal for
God is watching, He is always watching.

Life
What is life?
Joy and pain,
suffering and happiness,
bitterness and sweetness,
you can't have the one without the other,
so stay positive and know that after the storm comes a brighter day.
This is life.

Soul
The soul is eternal, my friend,
so don't be afraid of death,
killing you won't kill your soul,
just stay away from weed,
as this is the only soul destructor - the second death.
Please listen to my words, my friend.


Bible
Read the bible properly, son.
The basic instructions before leaving earth, son.
Eat the tree of knowledge and you may die forever, son.
Not just this life, son.
So be wise, son, and stay away from the snakes.

Life's a game
Life's a game,
I ain't playing with you,
life's a game,
I ain't playing with you,
it's the most sophisticated and beautiful game ever,
and we owe it all to our mighty God, I ain't playing with you.

Weed
oh, if I only knew,
oh, if I only knew,
Weed is evil,
it gives power and doom;
eternal doom it can bring you,
so stay away you should,
oh, if I only knew.

In the nuthouses
In the nuthouses you will find,
people in hell,
in the nuthouses you will find,
people in hell.
Babylon has robbed them of their life and hidden them from sights.
They suffer yet people do not care and place them in cells.
In the nuthouses you will find,
people in hell,
in the nuthouses you will find,
people in hell.

Statistics
Statistics, statistics,
everyone is just statistics,
you work on them throughout your life, but in the end,
everyone is just statistics,
statistics, statistics

Heaven and Hell
Heaven is a place on earth,
hell is a place on earth,
the weed is the ingredient,
heaven is a place on earth,
hell is a place on earth,
the weed is the ingredient,
stay away from weed and live happily with blessings from God

God is real
God is real, so real,
he sees everything, he hears everything,
he is in every tree, every animal,
Babylon hides the truth but God is real, so real
and he is a living being.

Life in a cell
So many dead prophets, oh God.
Those who practice evil charms,
those who rap about crime,
those who hide the truth about God,
those who consume of the tree of knowledge for selfish reasons,
they need to be placed in a cell like the one they have prepared for me,
to scream in hell and see the pain that they cause to this world,
So many dead prophets, oh God. 

Today was a good day
Today was a good day,
I talked with my loved ones,
I have seen the sun shining,
I have listened to the birds singing love songs,
I have my roof over my head,
I rest without pain,
today was a good day,
a small light in my dark tunnel.

It's a good day
 
It's a good day,
the weather is warm,
the birds are singing,
the sun is shining,
the coffee is hot,
the music is cheerful,
it's a good day to die.

Love
They say love will save the world,
but it's not only love that we need,
courage, faith in God and blind following of the ten commandments we need,
it's not only love that we need,
it's not only love that we need to save the world.

Just another day in paradise
It's just another day in paradise,
the birds are singing wonderful songs,
the weather is cheerful,
the sun is shining gently in my dark room,
I am distracted with work which piles up and up and
think not of the paradise that I am in,
it's just another day in paradise

Life is good
Life is so good today,
but nothing is forever.
the sun shines today, it's warm and cozy in my home,
life is so good today, but nothing is forever.
I am drinking coffee with a cigarette and feel just fine,
life is so good today, but nothing is forever.
I am thinking about all the good moments in my life,
and how I can create new good moments.
Life is so good today, but nothing is forever.

Dreams
In my dreams, I don't die.
In my dreams, I don't suffer.
In my dreams, I am in heaven with my family.
In my dreams, I am with my family on the sea,
In my dreams, the sand is burning up my toes,
In my dreams, all good things do not come to an end.

My soul
I gave away my soul... for nothing,
maybe I was too cowardly,
maybe I was too careless,
yet still we can't turn back time
and heal my wounds
what's done is done and I must die in agony, but
my soul was good, my soul was innocent, it never wanted
to hurt people
I gave away my soul... for nothing.

God
God, if you hear me,
 please don't let this be the end of me forever and ever,
God, if you hear me,
I am still your child, I still love you and love life, no matter the hardships and pain. 
God, if you hear me,
 I am all a but hopeless sinner wishing to be rejuvenated. I rest my hands in your judgment, 
oh God, creator of all that is good and all that is bad. 

My path
My life was damaged by weed, oh God.
Let no one suffer the way that I do, please God.
Life is the biggest gift that one can receive, oh God.
Let no one receive a punishment in hell, please God.
Life is so good through all the hardships and misery, oh God.
Let no other soul die, please God.

Hell
Oh you person,
why can't you understand that hell is real,
and good or bad may go there,
oh you person,
don't take the tree of knowledge and lose your soul,
oh you person,
hell is a place on earth.

Hopeless sinner
Is there a place for a hopeless sinner, hopeless sinner,
who eats of the tree of knowledge without even knowing,
the evil he is getting himself into,
the sin he is committing,
oh God,
is there a place for a hopeless sinner, hopeless sinner,
who eats of the tree of knowledge without even knowing,
please assure me that there will be a light after the judgment,
let my soul fly with eternity,
oh God 

Prose
Future
They say some people have seen the future and that I have murdered my own life just to save my own life. It's not the future anymore, it is the present, oh God. My only hope is that the future still hold something for me, the hopeless sinner. I hope there would be light at the end of the tunnel instead of eternal darkness for my sinful soul. I had a dream that devils hide near the schools, God. Amen.